Like Through The Fire

when other's couple watch the movie at cinema, or dinner, or something else i just see and stay to wait you back here, beside me again :"D


but im here not forgetting you, still loving you and i pray 'may Allah prepare the good time to us, and we will be together forever' :"D

when other's couple laugh together, share their time to tell about something or feelling, i just think 'this time will be move faster!' :"D

honestly im sad, and envy when i should see my friends with their couple. hehehe. while i here, feel so alone but im in crowded situation

now you make my self opened hope, and now you already put the promise. i hope isn't like my past time. hope you'll not make me disappoint.

i always try to sincere through it all :"D keep the spirit and always try to positif thinking :")

i know Allah more knows about us my dear :")
i try to be a stronger girl like you want.

and im here try to make my self better than before.
i hope when you back here and see my new appearance, you will appreciate my efforts.

everynight i always try to not crying.
but i can't hold it all.

i thankfull for Allah, i meet with you. and through every moment together.
sometimes i feel bored and i think between us can't be together anymore.

but when i think like that, i always remind every happy moment between us.
and if my dream about you, i meet you in my dream like a paradise in my life.

i wouldn't wake for my dream.
when i should wake up from my sleep, i feel upset and try to sleep again to meet your self in my dream :"D

that stupid things i try in the morning.
and everynight when you said "let's sleep dear" on the phone or every we on skype and you said "i will sign out, its to late to sleep, bye bye. lets sleep dear"
i felt you will be more leaves my life. :"D

i scare and sad when i should hear or see your text to say good bye averynight to sleep.
alone, so alone my self.

try to play or goes everywhere but i can't.
when i hear your voice, i never like when you said "bye"

my mind afraid, worried, and sometimes i don't have a reason to jelous about you but i feel it.
but i try to positif thinking. hmmmmm, its first time i feel longer distance relationship.

hehehe, hard but i will make everyone jelous with my relationship in the perfect time from Allah.
usually my friends always showing their romance in my eyes.

i didn't hate them, take it easy. :")
but i believe the power of love like celine dion song :")

hah, i think enough. hemmmmm i can't tell my feel more :"D
keep sprit!!